Thursday, 5 March 2009

Karnival 4 KL - extreme games



Failure is just the beginning


I suck at colours.

The Winner, The Record-Breaker

Eek, I want to do that!

I don't walk alone

TAMRON 17-50mm f2.8

and the last one is the pic of my new beloved lens! welcoming the TAMRON AF17-50mm F/2.8 Di-II LD Aspherical SP :D

haih, this is an expensive hobby to be frank. it has ALWAYS been. haha. but the hell with the costs, i'm lovin this and i would work hard for it ;) buttt, i dun have that much people around that's serious in photography like i am for me to drag them along for a photo hunting session yet. balik la cepat Edwan! haha. i need to start experimenting with the new lens soon~

life has been pretty much the same since i came back. some things did change. but me? not that much. i'm stronger for sure, but i'm still bitter, highly irritable, sensitive, short tempered and not appreciative. maybe this is the so called "self-worthiness disease" i'm experiencing post-breakdown. i tend to dismiss people's opinion, feel highly of myself and ultimately, can be extra ignorant and behave in an anti-social manner. sigh~

i need motivation. commitments will provide me that. i do hope i'll get a job real real soon. i'm not being myself. i need to get on my own feet again. hence, i need inspiration as well. i want a jobbb! call me crazy, but i cant stand being job-less anymore, its killing meee. ;P


We all have a weakness
But some of ours are easy to identify. Look me in the eye,
and ask for forgiveness.
We'll make a pact to never speak that word again.
Yes, you are my friend.
We all have something that digs at us,
at least we dig each other.

So when weakness turns my ego up
I know you'll count on the me from yesterday.

If I turn into another
dig me up from under what is covering
the better part of me.
Sing this song
remind me that we'll always have each other
when everything else is gone.

Incubus - Dig


Muhammad Edwan Shaharir said...

sabar yeee darling, im coming home soon!


syed abdul khaliq said...


Mat Iyas said...

aku ade :P

saye jage darling kamu sebentar ye edwan...haha

theroyalcrapster said...

bro, like the second one. at least i like his tee. hehe.

nway, desperado utk occupationo? i got a friend who asked me if i know anyone good with cameras. ada event coming up soon in kl and they need photographers. i might join too. but more details will be let known soon. ie. the pay the dates etc. so keep in touch and be on the lookout if ur interested!

syed abdul khaliq said...

iyas: hang dah slmt kat penang dah pun kot skrg. nak lepak camne nye...cet...haha

izza: hehe ala, at least la plak ek. i know u really like the pic also sbnrnye kan kan? haha

btw, wooot. that's an interesting job la kan, lagi2 that i've got a new lens to abuse ni ;P but i dun have a speedlite la if its an indoor event. huuu

btw, shoutout mcm DJ hitzfm/flyfm je. haha

ihsan_huhu said...

sbb tuh r aku kne tahan nafsu berSLR...

xdek duit ag.. huhuuhhu

syed abdul khaliq said...

ni camera ko tak dpt dilocate, pe kata ko angkut je DSLR...haha

theroyalcrapster said...

hahaha shoutout ala dj la pulak kan. ntah im not so sure myself. org yg bg info tu pun tgh huru hara kacau bilau. rasanya indoor outdoor. and akan ada photog lain gaks. so delegate la kot. pape will let u know (if nak la..?)

btw ihsan, camera ko hilang ke?

ihsan_huhu said...

dah jumpe daaaaaaaahhh!!

kat bawah sejadah kat umah faris

mat pasti berbangge ngn aku.. hahaha

syed abdul khaliq said...

izza: cam interested, but do keep me updated la kan. i'll think bout it, if i dont really have anything to do during that event. hehe

ihsan: takpe2, aku doakan camera ko ilang balik. hahaha. bleh ko angkut DSLR

theroyalcrapster said...

oh btw, event tuh KL Design week. next month tak silap. but i have to say, kita mcm takde harapan je.tipis la. diorng nak PRO coz they pay quite a lot. lagi event international pulak tuh kan. haha. bygkan, tiket sbg participant yg plg murah adalah rm400+. gila apa!

syed abdul khaliq said...

oh yeah...mau PRO ka? we're not PROs ka? haha. then dtg for fun, take pics for fun je la bleh kan? or visitors pun kne bayar gak? huhu...

anyway, if u heard any similar opportunities ke ape, let me know la k? mane tau...bleh join ke ape kan...

theroyalcrapster said...

hehe. how i wish. setakat hobi la aje kan. dia nk yg prominent la i guess. hehe. oh visitors im not sure. nanti i ask around k.

yea2 sure. will do :)

syed abdul khaliq said...

thanks :D